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@liminal_warmth

I relate to having bad things felt much more strongly while tripping. There seems to be a really important divide between resisting and submitting to the grief; if you do the former then you might get traumatized or do regrettable things. Submitting to it seems more peaceful.

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Usually submitting to the grief is a distinct shift for me. I'll be looking for a way to make the grief stop, a bit subconsciously, like I don't want to look directly into the pain, and this usually looks something like changing rooms or a sense of dread. When I finally realize

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What I'm doing, then submitting looks like full bodied crying and wailing that also has a sense of correctness with it, like I'm doing something sacred and holy

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