I've noticed that when I get high I tend to frequently have unpleasant emotions surface that I don't usually feel or think about nearly as strongly and it only just occurred to me to wonder if that was normal and why it happens
Am I repressing these things usually?
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Usually submitting to the grief is a distinct shift for me. I'll be looking for a way to make the grief stop, a bit subconsciously, like I don't want to look directly into the pain, and this usually looks something like changing rooms or a sense of dread. When I finally realize
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What I'm doing, then submitting looks like full bodied crying and wailing that also has a sense of correctness with it, like I'm doing something sacred and holy
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