was pretty weird. Suddenly verified accounts were following me, and I was getting requests to be on good upstanding podcasts.
But now, I'm in a position now where financially, it makes sense for me to start returning to sex work (Onlyfans). This has put me in a weird spot. 10/
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I suddenly am *afraid* of reputation loss for sex work, which is bizarre because this sensation is new. I'm afraid of being dismissed or taken less seriously. I'm uncomfortable because sex work requires some level of suspension of authenticity that now feels very- 11/
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incompatible with the very unfiltered way I am on twitter and my blog. It feels weird to be so open about myself now and also to be making money off my body and an exaggerated sex drive. I don't really know how to handle this - my confusion is showing up in inconsistent- 12/
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pricing and messaging around my Onlyfans content. I don't know how explicit to be, how dirty to make the talk.
I have faith I'll figure this out, but right now my experience around the upstanding Aella and the sex-worker Aella is disjointed and really weird. /end.
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oh yeah i would take acid and then get real confused. I would often look at my breasts and go "what are these. why do they have so much power? i don't know what these are"
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o yea i thought about that just not on acid. I mean i've written a lot about sexual value and gender dynamics on my blog.
I don't know what's 'good' for society. It seems to be a result of drives, and I usually think letting people fulfill their drives is good.
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I don't think a guy paying for nudes is the same level of severity as a guy being addicted to heroin.
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I don't think withholding (any and all) nudes from a guy is the same level of severity as withholding heroine from an addict.
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