(as you know) I was raised in a borderline cult environment with professionally evangelist parents, homeschooled, limited access to media, taught 6k y/o earth, explicitly expected to be a housewife who homeschooled her own children in the ways of the Lord. 1/
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I suddenly am *afraid* of reputation loss for sex work, which is bizarre because this sensation is new. I'm afraid of being dismissed or taken less seriously. I'm uncomfortable because sex work requires some level of suspension of authenticity that now feels very- 11/
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incompatible with the very unfiltered way I am on twitter and my blog. It feels weird to be so open about myself now and also to be making money off my body and an exaggerated sex drive. I don't really know how to handle this - my confusion is showing up in inconsistent- 12/
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pricing and messaging around my Onlyfans content. I don't know how explicit to be, how dirty to make the talk. I have faith I'll figure this out, but right now my experience around the upstanding Aella and the sex-worker Aella is disjointed and really weird. /end.
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(also sex-worker Aella would like to remind you she has an onlyfans https://onlyfans.com/aella_girl )
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That was what camming was for me (except obvs with porn) and I am really done with live streaming at this point in my life. Maybe one day I'll want to try it out again but I just hate it.
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1) This is my second comment so it might feel out of order, but that's because I didn't read in order. So sorry for that. You mentioned earlier in the thread that you wondered if it was "just naive" well, to some degree, yes.
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2) That's because to some degree sex work was *always* the financial option. There's power in money too so flittering in and out of that realisation has real allure. You have struggled with this concept to some degree which is why you recently asked why men are your demographic
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3) and yet followed it up with "but not because porn" even though you self admitted part of that was because you wanted people to admit what they really wanted. TL;DR is, you aren't limited to porn, but it is an easy route to money. Only you can decide if that matters.
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Aella, I'm just curious. Would you humour me if a asked a couple questions? One human being to another.
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Don't think you believe in horoscopes though, but your birthday and mine are two days apart.
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