Conclusion from Don Hoffman's "Illusion of Reality": An organism that sees reality as it truly is, is never more fit than an organism of equal complexity that sees none of reality and is just attuned to fitness payoffs. In other words, seeing the truth will make you extinct.
Took me days to claw my way back to Inter subjective reality. It’s super hard to spend 15 hours building a prioritization model when all you can think about is how this is all happening so a molecule (which is itself irrelevant) can replicate itself