Face hot, breath heavy, and vision blurred from the hot tears that threatend to fall as he rushed to the check out lanes.
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— 4.2 When they get to the theater, Jeongguk is relieved to see that there is no sign of Taehyung nor Minhyun. To be completely honest, he's kind of glad Chaeyoung talked him into coming. Part of him knows she's right, he can't just let his fear or heartbreak control him.
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It's so hard to not let it eat him inside or not let it prevent him from doing normal things like going to the damn store or going out anywhere that isn't the comfort of his home. So being out, with people he loves, it's pretty refreshing and he's more than grateful.
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— 4.7 Jeongguk walks out of the theater with his friends, giggling with Chaeyoung and Yoongi about something. He finally decides to check his notifications and the smile on his face drops. Taehyung texted him. A lot. A lot of harsh things too.
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His vision blurs as he scrolls through the angry messages, his heart aching. He swears he can feel the ache in his chest. His whole body feels like its on fire, and aching. He can't breathe as the tears fall one after the other.
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— 5.1 Taehyung can't stop his body from shaking as he knocks on Jeongguks door. He hiccups as tears fall down his face rapidly. Jimin was right. He was harsh but right. So he rushed over to Jeongguk's place. He doesn't expect Jeongguk to forgive him. Hell, he doesn't even expect
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to be let in. However he does know that apologizing and being honest is a step in the right direction. They might never be close again, but they can be civil with each other. Taehyung wipes at his eyes furiously as the door slowly opens.
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He stares at Jeongguk— who isn't much better than him with his tear stained cheeks and shirt, red eyes and tousled hair. His usually bright doe eyes, but now dull and lifeless eyes go wide. "T-Taehyung.." He whispers. He sounds so fragile. And Taehyung knows its his fault.
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"W-Why are you here? Are you here to yell at me again? Because I don't think I'd be able to take it." Jeongguk laughs coldly. It makes a shiver crawl up Taehyung's spine. "Ah, no. Um, I wanna talk to you. Can we go inside?" Taehyung asks, sniffling. Jeongguk frowns, because now
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that Taehyung's looked up he can see he's crying. "No, Tae baby don't cry." He leans over, gently wiping his cheeks, "We can talk. Let me just um kick Momo out. C'mon." Jeongguk opens the door wider for the older boy to walk in.
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— 5.2 Momo leaves fairly quickly. Mumbling a quiet, barely coherent 'sorry' to Taehyung. Taehyung gave her a stiff smile, nodding. Jeongguk walks back over to the couch Taehyung is sat on with two cups of hot chocolate. Extra marshmallows for Taehyung, just how he likes it.
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"Um, so what'd you wanna talk about?" Jeongguk asks, settling into his spot. His eyelashes still wet from the tears he had shed earlier. Taehyung lets a sigh leave his lips, he sets his cup down. "I, um," He fiddles with the rings on his fingers— one of which Jeongguk gave him—
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"I wanted to tell you how fucking sorry I am. I know, I said really mean things. I was out of line and insecure. Jimin really opened my eyes to that." Taehyung nervously runs a hand through his hair. It's easy for Jeongguk to read him and pick up on his nerves so he grabs Tae's
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hand and holds it, squeezing it reassuringly. "I-I, I'm not sure why I said the mean things I did. Maybe it's because everyones right," Taehyung chuckles, shaking his head, "I was so mad that everyone was right that you care for me more than my own boyfriend does. I was scared of
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what I was feeling and lashed out on you and.. it was so wrong. I feel shitty. I do Jeongguk. Because despite our really stupid rivalry.. you were still there for me. You were always there and I'm stupid." Tae really can't stop the tears that flow, head shaking in disappointment.
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"I don't expect you to forgive me because I don't deserve it. I don't deserve your kindess or your compassion. I just don't. You're too good for me Jeongguk. That's probably why I'm settling for such a shitty boyfriend." Taehyung laughs.
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Jeongguk wipes at the boys tears, "I know Taehyung. I know you want to feel validated so you're with him. I know your insecurities and why you are the way you are. I still care. Your words did hurt deeply yes, but I know it came from a place of hurt. I've done things to you out
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of anger too. And you forgave me. I think I can come to forgive you. Maybe not completely right now, but we can work towards it, okay?" Jeongguk smiles softly. "Yeah, okay." Taehyung nods. "Okay good. Since it's late and really cold, you're staying over. We can watch a movie
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and maybe cuddle if you want?" Jeongguk shrugs. "Yeah," Taehyung smiles softly, "That sounds nice."
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— 5.4 Its the light that slips through Jeongguk's blinds that causes him to stir in his sleep. However it's the feeling of Taehyung's warm body gone, when Jeongguk turns to hold him, that really wakes him up. He sits up confused, eyes going wide with panic. That is, until he
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sees Taehyung sitting up. "D-Don't leave." Jeongguk says. The sudden noise startles Taehyung and he jumps a little, turning to look at Jeongguk, "I-I wasn't." "Good. Stay in bed with me. It's Sunday anyways, we can cuddle all day.." Jeongguk offers, opening his arms wide and a
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yawn slipping through his lips. If Jeongguk wasn't so tired he would've caught the fake smile Taehyung gave him. His upset smile. Taehyung crawls back into Jeongguk's arms. It's only when Jeongguk's breathing becomes slow that Taehyung pulls his phone out again, staring at the
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messages that woke him up and caused his heart to sink to his stomach.
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