I've never played Russian roulette but I imagine it feels a lot like making a phone call that cannot be avoided and waiting to see if it goes to voicemail With each ring, salvation draws nearer And then the click. The pickup. The dreaded "hello"
I can't read the other person's reactions or convey my own. Without seeing facial expressions my brain is working overtime to try and read the conversation and find the right words and modulate my voice just so... All human interaction makes me nervous but phones are the worst